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Don't forget me, Hanim.
posted by Unknown Sunday, January 25, 2015 @January 25, 2015 0 comments
Dear Hanim,

          I feel like this blog is left out. So why don't we activate it back? Just post anything that you are feeling here, while the activities that occur, at your main blog. Or if you wanna be more secretive than just post it on your nymbbb blog. Just suggesting btw,

          Seems like i don't need to repeat what i wanna say anymore since i don't want you having to read the same thing again and again (i think this is the third time haha) and crying your eyes out, so you know what i wanna say don't you? Of course you know. Like SJ said to me, "Don't you want to see your best friend studying somewhere she wants, chasing her dream? Don't you want her to be happy?" Of course i want you to be happy but it is still sad for you to go because i have no one close to me here. But i hope you are happy chasing what you want the most and wish me luck in life too. I hope we could continue to keep in touch and maybe someday we could meet somewhere and travel the world! Isn't that exciting? Maybe it's normal to have to go through something tough in the early days but then you would have an easier life ahead! I hope so. I know i don't express my feelings towards you but you know i love you so much. Try to get some sleep at night. Don't continue your habit, alright? Be discipline, i wanna see you again next time with much discipline. Don't do your homework at the last minute. Be more neat okay? Here you have me to help you clean up, there? I don't know if anyone would like to see messy room or table. Whatever you do, remember me. Because i always remember you. Just like what i told you last friday, 23 Jan, the teacher said, "You wanna be a programmer, you have to take ict. And if you wanna be a graphic designer, you have to take art as well." And that reminds me of you. To be honest, i got my eyes a little bit teary, Oh, can you believe that Tisha doesn't even know what your ambition is? She admitted that she doesn't even remember anything from Standard 6. What a shame. Anyways, i'm gonna miss you so much. The first few weeks would be hard for me because you are not there. I hope i'll survive. I love you and i'll miss you hanim. Goodbye... :'(

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I learn to throw it away.. did I REALLY did it?
posted by Fara_nym | Hyoukurona Sunday, August 3, 2014 @August 03, 2014 1 comments
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 Assalamualaiakum...
konnichiwa.


I realize that I'm always been scolded by everyone . It's makes me sad sad sad and can't make myself under-control and then...

well..
  I'll do some stupid thing such as harm myself.

I know it isn't good for myself so I learn to throw all distracting feelings away and make myself under-control.



When I failed to control myself maybe I'll cry (like usual I did) or I'll make a protective shield (and it's invisible) in front of me to to make me 'blind' from everything.


Today is such a 'bad' of me cause everything I touched .. damaged or crashed or anything bla bla bla I can't explain this well.. ahaha sorry so.............looks like Diana hasn't update any of her feeling. Soyyaaaa lately she kianda acting 'wEirD' in front of me. Idk why. I'm still wondering why would she acting like that to me. I felt a little bit upset. Despair. ahaha ok  wakatta. atashi 'Kodomo' jimitai shippai ne, Diana-dono ? ok ok i got it.I'll keep it in mah mind. I don't know and I've never realize WHEN was she changed. I shouldn't talk about this. Yes yes currently I'm totally upset with myself and I just want to kill myself with Aizen or Hitsugaya or anybody of shinigami 's  zampakutou.
dakara **justlike I've said before

    shinne darou!

matta janne * see ya next time!

Fara

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posted by Fara_nym | Hyoukurona Thursday, July 17, 2014 @July 17, 2014 0 comments
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Assalamualaikum..
konnichiwa.


Kono sekai,**This world** I can't live like this anymore. Seriously, I can't be the best for anyone. Even my family. I don't know why they were treated me like that. When I talk to someone or in short, a friend she will interrupt like I'm a DUMB . Standing like ahou**stupid* person and just keep my mouth shut. I know they just wanted to me shut me out. And when I'm benkyou*try to study hard** and I ask them . they just lied to me. And then when I passed up my work to my sensei, they told me that 'the word' that they gave me was wrong." Joodan dayou. just for fun" ** kidding**Why ? Just tell me why? Whether they are my true friend or i'm just a toy to them?


 ok. I set in my mind don't help anyone. THEY ARE JUST FAKE. EVERYONE IS FAKE! FAKE!. yeah Full stop. I don't trust anyone again. No matter what! Enough already. I could leave the world but I can't.


// If the truth is cruelty, then surely lies must be kind. That's why kindness is a lie.
-Hikigaya Hachiman

Fara.

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belah macam tu je?
posted by Fara_nym | Hyoukurona Friday, June 20, 2014 @June 20, 2014 0 comments
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Assalamualaikum...
konnichiwa.



yeah kalau dah tengok gambar ni pon dah tau. It's about Tisha again she just leaved us like we are never exist even we were standing IN FRONT of HER . yeah. The image completely same. We are so despair. How can she treat us like this. Kalau boleh nak je nagis time tu. Sakitnya hati.

Fara

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Diana And Fara Since 2011.
posted by Fara_nym | Hyoukurona Wednesday, May 28, 2014 @May 28, 2014 0 comments
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Assalamualaikum.
Our friendship since 2011, standard 6, primary school. We've another 3 bff in our group but 2 of 'em cheat us. so, the 2 left. only fara, dyna and amy. 

thats my confession for today.
Fara

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Ain't Best Friends No More
posted by Unknown @May 28, 2014 0 comments
Friendship. You. The one who made everything turns into tears. And just like the glass above. 

          A year had passed. Success. Start of secondary school. The five of us were still together. But not for long. Two of them, Amy and Nuryn went to boarding school. And left three of us. 

Freshman year. All good. Still keeping in touch. 

          2013. Second year of secondary. 14 years old. Nuryn stopped contacting. Nuryn ignored Amy although they are in the same year and school. Negative one. 

2014. Everything became worse. 

          Out of the blue. Tisha. Ignored us. She followed my all time enemy. She became a recruit of them. She wouldn't even bother to talk or even greet us for days until we try to talk to her. Saddening. Its when we would always tell each other so many stories even stupid shitty stories but she kept quiet. When we question her about her silence, she said she didnt have any stories to tell. But when it comes to her partner in class, stories and laughter, non - stop. She, her partner and my enemy even has a group on their own in Wechat. And that's is because i found out on my own. 

We signed a contract in 2011 to keep in touch till Jannah. Everything is stupid. I feel shitty. 


Diana and Fara. Many times we looked at her with all laughter but not with us. Many times we tried holding in our tears but we can't. I am not dissapointed. We are. 

Diana. 


          

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